.tensi.

i'm quite tense..
thinking of sooo many things and possibilities that might happen..
why i need to think a lot..
bcoz i need to prepare my emotion for something out of my expectation..
yeah life is not a bed of roses..i admit that..
i feel like vomit my thinking to someone..but donno whom..
its very difficult..so i keep it deep in my heart..
its difficult being a sensitive person right?..
i try to be happy..for my lovely son..
ummi cannot be sad like old days when iman is around..
he needs me..my love n my attention..all for u lurve..